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Saturday, 04 April 2009
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Is it all blue skies, and soon you'll realise that the shine fades.
tgif honeys !
01. Who was your last text from?
Manizah
02. Where was your default picture taken?
Xinmin Seondary School (BAS 1 FTW)
03. Your relationship status?
Sing-sing-single.
04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Uh more than once !!! :(
05. What is your current mood?
Bored!
06. How many siblings do you have?
Uno!
07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Eilidh, Pronounced (Ay-ly)
08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Londonnzz.
09. Have a crazy side?
Y'think!
10. Ever had a near death experience?
Not really
11. Something you do a lot?
Stone.
12. Angry at anyone?
Not now.
13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Nothing :)
14. When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday?
15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Eh, I'm not sure
16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
SLEEEPPPP.
17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Uhzz, I can't remember.
18. What is your favorite song?
Don't Trust Me 3OH!3 (or DBSK's Mirotic/You're My Melody)
19. What are you doing right now?
This?
20. Who do you trust right now?
Quite a few peoplezz.
21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Sports Camp!
22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Nopezz
23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Um, Audrey across the world.
24. Describe your life in one word?
Awesome.
25. Who are you thinking of right now?
Noone!
26. What should you be doing right now?
Anything actually I'm quite free
27. What are you listening to?
Don't Trust Me 3OH!3
28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Jiahui!
29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Uhm, Cheryl!
30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Nope!
31. What is your natural hair color?
Black-O.
32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Can't remember.
33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
Can't remember.
34. What do you hear?
Sister's TV sounds.
35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Straight.
36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
No...
37. Do you have a best friend?
Ehheheh, not rly, a few la.
38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Nopezz.
39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
YEA!!!
40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes haha
41. Are you happy with life right now?
Alright la.
42. Are you currently jealous?
No
43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
Nothing!
44. What were you doing on friday night?
@ Flyer!!!
45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
ya la.
46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
i dunno.
47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
no. :)
48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Being mentally unstable HEHE.
No la I dunno.
49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
12 pluzz.
50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Nono, I haven't dated before.
Tuesday, 31 March 2009
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Cause the world revolves around it, I'm getting really sick and it's senseless.
Something has to keep me running. I'm going to extinguish very very soon.
I don't even know what I am doing online, when I've tons of things I should be doing, such as Chinese.
I'm so frustrated at myself because I've got no sense of priority what so ever, and I've no sense of urgency/importance. I'm so frustrated at myself because all I have to do is put in that little bit more effort, and I'll make it. I'm so frustrated at myself because I keep failing, and I don't do anything about it. I'm so frustrated, because I'm an apathetic fool.
I know that Your love endures forever, Your love is above all things. But I really think I'm disappointing God when I do meaningless stuff, and I can't be bothered on what is truly important. As we grow older, our priorities change, as we grow older, we become different. But for now, I really really need to commit myself to BAS and Chinese and Violin, to stop disappointing the people around me I should respect, treasure, and to not be overly sensitive to the irrational/illogical comments.
Lead me to your heart.
I'm off to do Chinese, BAS.
Give me a life, pretty please?
Saturday, 21 March 2009
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Even if it takes forever,
I will survive term two, and I will ace my tests, and I will submit ALL my homework on time. I will get a caramel starbucks every week on Friday after BAS, except if there isn't school heehee!
1. Good Friday - 10th April (LONG WEEKEND)
2. Labour Day - 1st May FRIDAY (LONG WEEKEND)
3. Vesak Day - 9th May SATURDAY. (THERE MUST BE A DAY IN LIEU RIGHT :()
Gossip Girl is really scandalous, too much so, but at least it's engaging haha, and the actors have chemistry unlike omg twilight. There's so much I want to do - So many books I want to read, so many shows I want to watch, so much music I wanna listen too (notice much = infinite), so many things I wanna own, and so many places I really wanna go. I will accomplish it, I have a good track record. If I want it, I'll get it, mostly.
London in 2 years, New Zeland in 9 months.
I swear its the only motivation I have left, apart from $$ & SLEEP.
Anyway it's 12 nn now and I'm not gonna prolong my homework pile so there.
Friday, 13 March 2009
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Currently
Don't Forget
By Demi Lovato
Trainwreck
see relatedYou're a trainwreck, but with you I'm in love
You said we couldn't make it, but look how far we've come!
Term one is over.
Term one is over.
Term one is over.
Suddenly the Sun looks brighter. I'm really lucky because I don't have to go back to school at all.
& I'm travelling.
This term has been one heck of a trainwreck.
i. The "BIG" Jump - Very difficult to manage especially in the first few weeks.
ii. BAS - OMG WTF. @#$%!!!
iii. OBS - This was the worst of the worstsss.
iv. Tests after tests after tests. - It's not easy.
v. No more social life = :(
But I've learnt so much, gained so much, lost so much, been through so much.
I love my friends, in both school and church,
for all you've done.
I'm thankful.
Friday, 06 March 2009
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Currently
C.A. Worship Band with Tommy Walker
Only A God Like You
see relatedIf I told you how I really felt, would you believe me?
(I have to really stop forgetting what I want to type
, but I just remembered )
I hate this, I hate this, I hate this.
I hate having to pull myself up every morning to subject myself to the expectations of everyone else. I hate it when we cannot cooperate, when we just don't get things done. Life can be much better, but we all impact each others lives, but are we giving them the impact they need? I don't like the fact that we have so little time during the weekend to complete what we are given, and I'm not even starting on our own personal time.
I'm sorry for complaining because I know it doesn't make matters any better, but I need to get this all cleared from my head before lifting up my morale.
What good does it do to steal away so much from our youth, at the most you'll just get a generation of workaholics who boost your economy, but we're drifting away from the reason of our existence. You may argue what the reason may be, but I'm sure at least 90% of us will agree it's not to be workaholics to boost our economy. Yes we'll work hard and ensure that wherever we live is a productive, competitive and successful environment, but we have to draw a line between working hard, and working to the point of losing ourselves. We're no longer given the chance to discover ourself, in the context of who we are and what we see in ourselves. We're given the mainstream - do well, do well, do well. I understand that many people perceive certain methods to be more beneficial than others. (I have to count myself lucky, because I know for one I am not pressurised into doing anything I don't like, and I'm really given a lot), but it's really quite the irony. As society progresses we're expected to know more at a younger age, but are we very sure we know what we want, what we're doing? (Apart from the fact that we are teenagers)
You know what, I'm not even going to complain about the Singapore system because I don't think I have a right to do so, since I haven't experience another system/forgot all my UK education. The grass is always greener on the other side. But - I'm happy I'm in Singapore, I truly am. I am coping fine, I just think whether we really know what we're doing and whether this is truly good for us. I think the main thing is, we've got to learn to take more risks, mix and match, think out of the box, and dare to do it. I don't even think it's Singapore, because it does have its advantages and I'm clear (and thankful) of(for) that.
In the end we're all going to learn, we're going to grow, and we're going to need to adapt.
It's not so easy to stand out anymore, is it?
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